I think that’s why I fell into such a deep depression, because I didn’t allow myself to be sad. I just had to be happy all the time and the only times I’ve got to be sad was when I went home and went to sleep and cry myself to sleep and then I’d wake up the next morning and I was like ‘Uh, photoshoot!’ and I had to pretend to feel fabulous and happy and I wasn’t.
[After telling the story of two parents who shared the story of their daughter taking her own life in the documentary] Do you ever feel this, when you were kind of at your worst do you know, after meeting those parents, you were horrible in that position where their daughter actualy took her own life. Do you feel that, when you were at your worst and you went through your own ‘something’ like that, do you feel a sense of – you shouldn’t feel guilty but a sense of going to your mum..
I think it’s so brave to come out and talk about all those things that psychologically damaged you for really long time, because I think, as well, people are frightened to show just how much they were struggling.